Previously I touched on how I felt so alone and it helped me realize as a healer how this process goes. It also brought me closer to Spirit and the unconditional love I have (as a part of Spirit) for myself.
As we begin to heal ourselves more deeply we tend to hold our partners accountable and wanting them to keep up. But everyone has their own pace and we must honor that. So instead of fixing our partners we must hold space for them and come from a place of non-judgement/unconditional love in order for them to grow.
The second part of this video is just an idea that if everyone would heal themselves then it could be a possibility of how relationships could evolve. It will take at least a decade to heal but it’s something to ponder.
As I move through self love this month I realized how much I was giving away my love and not giving it back to myself. I was in a situation where I had to ask myself “Where can I love myself more?”
When those times come up for me where I want attention I now create new activities of self love for myself.
Getting more in tune with myself and nature I find myself working harder whenever I’m surrounded by nature. I also begin to tune into the question of why comparing? Why does comparison happen at almost every moment? I want to be more in the now and acceptance of how I am thus far.
At the gym I feel more of the masculine energy especially since there is metal everywhere and i’m surrounded by men looking at themselves. When I workout in nature I feel more connected to my body. I also have more exploration of thoughts when I’m out there.
Finding the balance and giving my body what it needs is the most important thing to me right now so here is ME and another one of my expressions.
After going on a trip to Palm Springs by myself I had realizations and information continuously being moved through me.
It’s so important to have those times with yourself at least for me to understand the thoughts that are coming to me. I began to realize that I need to stop hiding and worrying about what others might think of my thoughts. If I am a pure expression of Spirit (God, Source, Universe, etc) then I should have no shame in expanding my expression to others. To help others realize their full potential.
I ask the universe to be spiritual teacher some day and my message was so clear when I was with myself…to share my knowledge!
So now here I am, my full authentic self. Letting go of the outcome and expressing my thoughts. As long as someone thinks it’s valuable in thier own truths, even if that someone is me then let me continue to expand myself and others.
My root chakra was in need of rebalancing, it’s the space of feeling secure, grounded, your material aspects, your home etc. When you begin to pay attention to certain chakras thoughts will begin to pop up. After getting my new car, a flying object hit and cracked my windshield. So I began to ask why is this happening? Then everything started hitting me at once my student loans coming in, my debts that are needing to be paid off and the parking ticket I got over the weekend. So tuning in, sending Reiki to my root chakra, I began to resurface thoughts of negativity. Even though I feel that other aspects of my life are positive I realized how unsafe I felt. I began to worry more about my car, maybe someone might steal it, another accident would happen….
A car can be a symbol of your own vessel, your body. We get into these vessels and can move in any direction we choose. Once again I asked how do my vessels feel unsafe? Paying attention to what was happening to this material object I dug deeper and came to a realization. I don’t feel entirely safe or protected.
Currently I am audio listening to the book Money, and the Law of Attraction by Esther and Jerry Hicks. When you ask the universe to help you to find an answer to a question it does provide! While listening I began to understand what Esther was saying, “Since the universe works with the Law of Attraction, by you thinking those negative thoughts you are telling the universe that you do want that something you don’t want in your reality. When you begin to ask yourself what you do want also ask yourself what you want to feel when you do have that something in your life.” For example with my car I didn’t want my car to be damaged. Then I began changing my thoughts of what I don’t want to I want my car to be secure, protected. I told myself I want to feel that my car is safe when I leave it. I want to feel that my car will be in perfect condition when I come back. I now claim and use the affirmations I am safe, I am secure, I am protected, my vessel is safe, my vessel is secure, my vessel is protected, my car is safe, my car is secure, my car is protected.
Understanding where those negative thoughts come from are so important. It’s your subconscious telling you need healing in that area. It’s ok to be negative at times you just have to redirect your thoughts into a more positive aspect. You have to give credit to the negative and embrace it claiming that it is bringing you positive change. Something that works for me in times of low vibes is to play mantras, move my body, and really thank those thoughts and change them into what I want to feel.
There will definitely be more on this subject as I am going through the process of changing my vibration. 😉
Many blessings beings and happy healing!